Wednesday, May 27, 2009

intro of my journey

Hi! I am Hope (which is not my real name). I am 25 years old living within South East Asia. I was diagnosed having an Avoidant Personality Disorder or (AvPD) and with Social Phobia last April 20, 2009.

When I was a child I already noticed that I'm not always happy and worries a lot of things. Highschool years came and I noticed that I was really diffrent from the others. During that time I am taking a painting/drawing workshop, so that was the skill i acquired that i am confident of.

College years came and I reached the point where i got timid for almost 2 years because I failed some of my "MINOR" subjects and I have to be separated with my classmates once in a while. I felt so alone that time.

After graduation, i got a job and stayed there for 6 months, then the next was 7 months, next company was 2 months, then the last company i worked with i stayed there for 1 year and 2 months. That was the ideal and best company I've ever had. The pay was good and facilities are all new i even had a loptop to bring at home but that was the worst working place i encountered. In between those diffrent companies i worked with i got freelance job but with lesser pay... because i dont kow how price my artworks. By the way I am an artist, a web / graphic designer.

I created this blog so I can share to the world my experiences, my journey to overcome this and also to tract down the progress of my life. I know this not an easy path to take but I will try all my best to change and follow my doctor suggestions and advices.

I hope I will be healed SOONER.
but i will take baby steps one at a time...
God Bless Me and those people who are supporting me.

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