Before my diagnosis I shed so many tears in searching for the answer. That time I am not aware I have Avoidant Personality Disorder, I thought I have an Asperger’s Syndrome because I don’t know how to deal with those people who are not close to me. I’ve been crying because I know I am helpless and bum.
So much traumatic scenes happened before I got my diagnosis… I got mad to my mom, brother and everyone as if the world left me.
I never thought I reach the point of depression and anxiety. I thought I was strong but I was wrong. I am weak.
The doctor gave me 2 medicines that would be taken every night so I could think properly and I would be less anxious.
I am glad I got my answers in unexpected events of my life. My doctor knows my aunt so my consultation is free. I am worried about the next therapy sessions… It feels awkward to ask if I will give the right fee…
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