deadlinessssssssss

*got the image from this: link

and i am on rush!.. because i promised my client to finish the project until june 5.. but the worst thing is my doctor moved my appointment one june 5 and i have dentist appointment on june 4! so it means i am not allowed to sleep!!!

I AM NOT ALLOWED TO SLEEP!!!
good luck to me!
*crossing my fingers.... @_@

breath in... breath out...

FINALLY I MANAGED TO INFROM MY CLIENT, if i can send him the design on or before june 5! I hope he will understand.. but if it is needed to explain my situation right now.. somehow it would be clearer to him... i hope i hope he will understand...

medicines

I am taking Zoloft and 1/4 of Revotril for more than a month now. I can really say that it really helps me a lot to view things in a different way. Like I dont get mad so easily and I am not that so anxious anymore and plus super depressed... just a bit complication: i have difficulties in sleeping.

I am worried if the time comes that i will stop taking these meds, will i be like normal just like what i feel right now? Will I ever survive without meds? oh well to much questions...