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RCW1

"The best seminar / retreat / recollection I've ever had."

I attended the "Reparenting the Child Within" last August 21 to 23, 2009 at RCW foundation. The place was far from our home but I was really determinde to attend this because I badly needed it.

I already mentioned I have avoidant personality disorder and social phobia, but some would not believe it because it doesnt show that much... the anxiousness, panic attacks in which sometimes i dont even notice it.

I've been into lots of seminar / retreat because of my youth org... but lately I am already bored to the topics because it doesn't targets my age, our age (the senior members)... Most of the time the retreat master addresses the topics to the teens and we have been into those things already...

So, therefore, RCW1 hit my consciousness... i mean, i can relate now.. this is the higher level, the next step of my well being...

The seminar helped me a lot like dissecting our life from birth up to present. I learned a lot of things that my psychiatrist didnt tell me. He just told me to do things that i want, I think he really meant to experience the things that are deprived from me since birth. The seminar explained the whole thing. I can now understand why i am like this and that... though i already know that i was most wounded in my schooldays age because my psych told me before hand... that's why i am taking meds because of my traumas my "brain cells" didnt develop properly.. [i cant remember the right term but, he said something like that"]...

Current Status:
I am now socializing bit by bit and most of the time on the net only... but i can now say more things than before... and the next step is to come out and socialize with the real people in front of me. About my sleeping pattern, well, i really love to work at night... i'm still working on it... to sleep normally....